The birth of a new relationship often closely resembles the birth of a child- all our thoughts and actions rotate on the axis of the new found relationship as we revolve around each others lives. Since 24th March 2010, my life too has been absolutely centered around my husband. More so because for the first time I had been removed so far away from my family and also because I was sitting home 24/7. After an entire year of building my galaxy around this private star (my hubby) of mine, I have finally ventured out into the world and have taken up a job very recently. My job is a mundane affair; talking to clients, managing various insurance products, and sitting at my 4/4" desk for an exhausting 8.5 hours. But this new job has also become my source of awakening- with every passing day I realize how much I have become a part of this family; a family which my hubby and I have so carelessly constructed in a rented one bed room apartment, unfamiliar and foreign.
I missed him too much today...in an alien way...probably in a way that I would have missed my high school sweetheart, had I one! The French say "Tu me manques" which means you are missing from me instead of I am missing you...indeed he was missing from me today; and this is what I was feeling:
I miss you a lot
When you're not around;
there's a sadness that frails
me; and its so profound.
Your distance seems
light years away;
like ice it freezes
like tornado it sways-
my heart so frail;
that my grief's profound
Every single day
in all minutes that pass
I want to text and talk:
watch you sit or walk
Open the window on right
see your gentle face,
Technology abounds
yet my hands are tied-
it breaks my heart;
Oh, it feels so frail
I just cant rest
How is this love so profound?
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